Chapter 3
My footsteps echoed through the empty corridor as I raced toward the research office, my heart pounding against my ribs. This couldn't be happening. Not Grandfather's project. Not the work we'd dedicated years to perfecting.
I burst through the door, startling the administrative assistant who nearly dropped her coffee.
"Dr. Morrison," she stammered, "I wasn't expecting—"
"The cardiac valve research funding," I interrupted, struggling to keep my voice steady. "There must be some mistake."
She wouldn't meet my eyes. "Dr. Davies asked to see you if you came by."
Robert Davies, Head of Cardiothoracic Surgery and notorious department politician, was waiting in his office, his expression carefully neutral as I entered without knocking.
"Kate," he said, gesturing to a chair I had no intention of taking. "I assume you're here about the funding reallocation."
"Reallocation?" My voice cracked. "That research was approved through next year. My grandfather's entire legacy—"
"The board made its decision." Davies shuffled papers on his desk, still not meeting my gaze. "Dr. Sterling made a compelling case for redirecting those resources to more... promising avenues."
"You mean to Ashley Chen." The words tasted bitter on my tongue.
Davies finally looked up, his eyes cold. "Dr. Chen's proposal shows remarkable potential. Sometimes we need fresh perspectives."
"Those were my grandfather's exact words in his proposal," I said quietly. "The one Ashley is now mysteriously championing."
A flicker of discomfort crossed his face before he hardened again. "I suggest you focus on your clinical duties, Dr. Morrison. The decision is final."
* * *
Three days later, my grandfather was admitted for his scheduled procedure—the very one his research had pioneered. I stood beside his bed, trying to hide my mounting panic as I reviewed the equipment inventory.
"Something wrong, Katydid?" he asked, using the childhood nickname that usually made me smile.
I forced brightness into my voice. "Just double-checking everything, Grandfather."
But everything wasn't fine. The specialized monitoring equipment we'd ordered—funded by the now-redirected grant—hadn't arrived. We were proceeding with standard equipment that lacked the sensitivity his condition required.
"Dr. Morrison." The circulating nurse's voice was low. "We're ready."
I squeezed my grandfather's hand. "I'll see you soon."
His eyes, so like my own, crinkled at the corners. "I'm proud of you, Kate. Never forget that."
The procedure began smoothly, but halfway through, his vitals began to fluctuate. The standard monitors failed to detect the subtle changes until it was too late. By the time the alarms sounded, his heart was in a fatal arrhythmia.
"Crash cart!" I shouted, moving automatically through the resuscitation protocol while my own heart seemed to stop.
For forty-seven minutes, we fought to bring him back. For forty-seven minutes, I refused to accept what the flatline was telling me. When I finally called time of death, my voice belonged to someone else—hollow and distant.
Outside the OR, I found Marcus waiting, his expression a practiced mask of concern.
"Kate, I just heard—"
"Don't." The word cut through the air between us. "The specialized monitors would have caught it earlier. The ones our funding was supposed to purchase."
He had the decency to flinch, but recovered quickly. "You can't know that for certain. He was elderly, with multiple comorbidities."
"He was my family," I whispered. "The only family I had left."
Marcus reached for my shoulder, but I stepped back. His touch would break me, and I refused to shatter in front of him.
* * *
The funeral was held in Cambridge, where my grandfather had taught for thirty years before joining Mass General. Rain fell in a gentle mist, turning the cemetery grass emerald green—his favorite color.
I stood alone by the casket, accepting condolences from colleagues and former students, when a murmur rippled through the gathered mourners. Marcus had arrived, but not alone. Ashley Chen walked beside him, her hand tucked into the crook of his arm, her face a perfect mask of somber respect.
"Kate," Marcus nodded as they approached the graveside. "Ashley wanted to pay her respects. She's been quite affected by Arthur's passing."
Ashley squeezed his arm, her eyes glistening with tears that never fell. "He was such an inspiration to young surgeons like me. I hope to honor his legacy through my work."
My work. My grandfather. My husband. Everything that was mine, she was claiming before my eyes.
Colleagues moved toward them, offering condolences as if they were the bereaved couple. I watched from beside the casket, suddenly invisible at my own grandfather's funeral.
As they lowered his casket into the ground, I made a silent promise. This would not be the end of his legacy. Or of mine. Whatever it took, whatever I had to become—I would reclaim what was being stolen from me.
I just didn't know yet how steep the price would be.