Chapter 4

My Alpha Sacrificed Me to Save Her Sister

Chapter 4: The First Fragment

The cold morning air bit through my silk robe, but I barely felt it. Standing in the silent kitchen of Luna House as the first grey rays of dawn crept over the horizon, my focus was entirely on the object sitting before me on the kitchen island.

Gideon’s dark grey ceramic mug.

My hands trembled, but not from fear. The physical decay was accelerating. Every breath felt like inhaling ground glass, and a copper taste lingered permanently at the back of my throat. Adrian had given me three days, but the dark magic draining my core didn't care about a physician's estimate. My wolf spirit was at seven percent, flickering like a candle stub in a gale.

I didn't need a cure. I needed leverage.

I reached out, resting my palm flat against the cold ceramic. I closed my eyes and reached deep inside myself—past the pain, past the shredded edges of my wolf, down to the absolute bedrock of my ancestral Alpha blood.

If you want my soul, I thought toward the distant pack compound where Cassie was likely sleeping soundly, you'll have to take it from the places he touches.

I began to pull.

It felt like tearing raw muscle. A suffocating pressure built behind my eyes, and my chest seized in a violent spasm. A gasp tore from my lips, rattling through the empty kitchen, but I forced my hand to stay pinned to the mug. A faint, silver radiance—the translucent essence of a true Alpha—began to bleed from my skin, sinking directly into the ceramic pores of the vessel.

My knees buckled. I slammed my free arm against the marble island to keep from collapsing, my teeth grinding so hard my jaw throbbed. The crescent mark on my left wrist flared white-hot, burning with a agonizing intensity before settling into a dull, silver throb.

The spell took hold. A fragment of my remaining soul force was now permanently fused into the base of the mug, bound directly beneath the carved letters I had etched six years ago. Every time Gideon poured his morning coffee, every time he lifted this cup to his lips, he would be holding a piece of the life he had helped destroy.

I pulled my hand back. The silver light faded into the dark grey finish, leaving no visual trace. But when I touched the rim again, the ceramic carried a faint, residual hum—a subtle magnetic resonance that only a true mate's subconscious would register.

I leaned heavily against the counter, panting, wiping a thin trail of dark blood from my bottom lip with the back of my sleeve. One down. Six to go.

I looked up at the clock on the wall. 5:45 AM.

Mara was already coordinating with her contacts outside the territory, gathering legal precedents on blood-siphon prosecution to present alongside our physical proof. Everything was moving according to plan. I turned to step toward the sink to wash the blood from my mouth, planning to head upstairs to rest before beginning the second fragment.

Then, tires crunched against the gravel outside.

Headlights swept across the frosted kitchen window, casting long, stark shadows across the floorboards.

Engine shutoff. A heavy door slammed.

Gideon’s car had pulled into the driveway. He was supposed to be at the northern border outpost until noon, coordinating patrol assignments with Cassie. He wasn't supposed to be here.

I didn't panic. I wiped my lip again, adjusted the belt of my robe, and stood perfectly still in the dim light of the kitchen as the front door lock clicked open.

Chapter 5

Chapter 5: Blind Faith

The heavy oak door swung inward, bringing with it the crisp smell of pine, morning frost, and thick cedar cologne.

Gideon stepped into the foyer. He was still wearing his tactical patrol jacket, his dark hair slightly disheveled from the wind. He froze the moment he saw me standing by the kitchen island.

For a fraction of a second, his dark eyes scanned my face. He noticed the pale sheen of my skin, the shadows beneath my eyes, the way I leaned slightly against the marble for support. A flicker of something raw and unreadable crossed his features—a fleeting instinct that almost looked like concern.

Then, as if an invisible switch had been flipped inside his head, his brow furrowed, his jaw hardened, and the warmth vanished entirely. The forged bond was doing its work, overriding his natural senses and replacing them with conditioned irritation.

"You're awake," he said, his voice deep, rough, and entirely devoid of affection. He closed the front door behind him with a heavy thud. "Good. We need to talk about the stunt you pulled last night."

I didn't move. I didn't reach for him. I didn't shift my weight. "I assumed you were at the northern outpost."

"I was," Gideon said, walking into the kitchen. He stopped six feet away, crossing his broad arms over his chest. His presence used to fill me with a sense of absolute safety. Now, he just felt like an intrusive stranger standing in my house. "Until I had to spend two hours calming Cassie down because she was hyperventilating in her quarters. She was so shaken by your dramatic scene that she couldn't even finish her shift review."

I looked at him. Really looked at him.

He was an Alpha. He commanded three hundred warriors. He managed a territory that stretched across two mountain ranges. Yet here he stood, completely blind, repeating lines fed to him by a twenty-three-year-old girl who was currently draining my blood through a piece of black glass.

"I see," I said softly.

Gideon frowned, clearly caught off guard by my lack of reaction. Usually, this was the moment I would defend myself. I would explain the blood on the floor. I would pull out the medical reports. I would plead with him to remember who I was before the sickness started. I would cry, and he would call me unstable, and the cycle would continue.

Instead, I just stood there, watching him with calm, empty eyes.

"Is that all you have to say?" Gideon’s voice rose, sharp with rising frustration. "You humiliated her, Sera. In front of the entire pack council. In front of the elders. You accused her of stealing your wolf spirit—"

"I asked for a Severing Ritual," I corrected quietly. "I didn't mention Cassie during my request."

"You did it at her celebration!" Gideon snapped, stepping closer. The cedar scent washed over me, heavy and suffocating. "You knew all eyes were on her, and you chose that exact moment to make yourself the center of attention with some ridiculous story about terminal decay. Adrian shouldn't be enabling your hypochondria."

"Adrian gave me seventy-two hours, Gideon."

"Adrian is soft!" Gideon threw his hands up. "He lets you manipulate him because he feels sorry for you! You've been playing the frail, tragic victim for three years, Sera, ever since Cassie started outperforming you in the trials. You couldn't handle your younger sister surpassing you, so you invented an illness."

Every word was an accusation I had heard a hundred times before. But standing here now, knowing about the Soul-Records in the basement vault, knowing about the seven blood-inscribed parchments hidden in the stone floor, his words carried no weight. They were just noise. The desperate rationalizations of a man whose mind was bound in chains he didn't even know he was wearing.

"What do you want, Gideon?" I asked, my voice flat and even.

Gideon stopped. He blinked, staring at me as if I were speaking a foreign language. "What?"

"What do you want me to do?" I clarified, taking a small step back from the counter. "You drove all the way from the border at six in the morning. You didn't come to check if I was dead. You came to demand something. What is it?"

His jaw tightened. He straightened his shoulders, adopting his formal Alpha posture. "You are going to issue a public apology to Cassie at the opening of the Delgado familyBanquet tomorrow night."

"An apology," I repeated.

"Yes. You will state that your request for a Severing Ritual was a result of emotional instability brought on by a temporary medication reaction. You will reinstate Cassie’s standing, and you will formally hand over the Luna administrative duties to her for the remainder of the season."

He watched my face closely, clearly expecting a breakdown. He was braced for tears, for screaming, for me to remind him of our wedding vows.

"Okay," I said.

Gideon went completely still. "What?"

"I said okay," I replied smoothly. "I will address the assembly at the banquet tomorrow night. I will speak about my condition, my wolf spirit, and my relationship with Cassie. I will settle the matter completely."

Gideon stared at me, his eyes searching my face for any sign of sarcasm or deceit. But there was none. My posture was relaxed. My expression was serene. It unnerved him far more than any argument ever could have.

"You're... agreeing?" he asked slowly, his voice dropping an octave.

"I have no reason to fight you anymore, Gideon," I said, looking him dead in the eye. "You've made your position very clear."

He swallowed hard. For a brief second, his eyes flicked down to my hands, then up to my pale throat, then back to my face. The forged bond was fighting against the sheer unnaturalness of my composure. He looked confused, almost lost, like a man who had prepared for a storm only to find an absolute, terrifying calm.

"Good," he said, though he sounded anything but satisfied. "Good. I'm glad you're finally being reasonable."

He turned on his heel, heading toward the staircase. "I'm changing my shirt and taking a shower before the morning briefing. Don't leave the house today. The pack guards have orders to keep you on Luna House grounds for your own safety."

"I won't leave," I said softly to his retreating back.

I watched him walk up the stairs. Heavy, commanding footsteps echoing against the hardwood.

He was heading straight for the master bedroom.

He was going to step up to his nightstand. He was going to reach for his watch box to put on his silver Alpha chronometer for the morning briefing.

And sitting directly beneath that watch box was the worn, frayed leather notebook containing seventy-two detailed entries of my physical agony matched against his beloved Cassie's triumphs.

I turned back to the kitchen counter. I picked up the dark grey coffee mug, turned it right-side up, and placed it prominently beside the coffee maker, ready for him to use.

"Go ahead, Alpha," I whispered into the quiet room, a cold, sharp smile pulling at the corners of my mouth. "Go open your drawer."

Chapter 6

Chapter 6: Touched by Cold

Upstairs, heavy floorboards creaked under Gideon’s weight as he paced toward the nightstand in the master bedroom. I listened from the bottom of the staircase, my head tilted, counting his steady, rhythmic steps. One, two, three. A pause.

The sharp slide of a wooden drawer opening echoed down the hall.

In my mind’s eye, I saw him reaching into the mahogany box for his silver Alpha chronometer. My frayed, black-leather notebook—seventy-two carefully cataloged entries detailing twelve years of systemic physical collapse, mapped precisely alongside Cassie’s political victories—sat directly beneath that velvet-lined box.

Touch it, I thought, staring up into the shadows of the landing. Look down.

A brief silence hung in the air. Then came the quick, metallic click of his watch clasp closing around his wrist. The drawer slammed shut with an impatient thud.

He had missed it. In his rushed arrogance to ready himself for his morning briefing, he hadn't even lifted the velvet tray.

I didn't sigh. I didn't feel a sting of disappointment. The lack of discovery was simply another data point. Gideon Sterling was a man so accustomed to ignoring my existence that he could look directly at the evidence of my destruction and see only his own reflection in a polished clock face.

He descended the stairs moments later, dressed in his dark green commander’s tunic. As he passed the kitchen island, his hand instinctively reached out and grabbed the handle of his dark grey ceramic mug.

The second his fingers wrapped around the handle, Gideon halted mid-stride.

An unexplainable tremor ran through his shoulders. He stared down at the mug, his brow furrowing as a sudden, sharp chill radiated from the glazed clay into his palm. His breathing hitched slightly—a visceral, subconscious reaction to the translucent essence of my Alpha soul force embedded beneath the ceramic glaze. For a fleeting second, his true mate bond sparked beneath the dark runes suppressing it, fighting to recognize my fading vitality.

He pulled his hand back as if the clay had burned him, staring at his palm in utter bewilderment.

"Is something wrong with the coffee maker?" he muttered, his voice unnaturally tight.

"Nothing is wrong," I said from the shadows of the hallway, my voice smooth and devoid of inflection. "It's just cold."

Gideon swallowed hard, shaking his head as if clearing a fog. The forged bond reasserted its artificial grip, washing away the instinctual warning with a wave of conditioned irritation. He scoffed, grabbing the mug firmly, refusing to let his unexplainable discomfort show.

"Don't forget your promise about the banquet," he growled, turning toward the front door. "I've posted two extra sentries at the gates. Stay inside."

The heavy oak door slammed behind him, locking automatically.

I didn't waste a second. As soon as his engine roared to life and faded down the gravel driveway, I walked back into the kitchen, pulled a dark cloak around my silk robe, and slipped out through the cellar access door that led past the main security perimeter. A house arrest order meant nothing to someone who had memorized every subterranean drainage route of Luna House as a child.

My physical core burned with every step. My lungs felt coated in ash, and my wolf spirit hummed at a precarious seven percent. But I had six more soul fragments to plant before my body gave out entirely.

Twenty minutes later, using the dense treeline bordering the main training grounds, I reached the rear entrance of the Sterling Pack Command Pavilion. The early morning mist hung thick over the obstacle courses, obscuring the sentries posted along the northern fence.

I slipped into the high commander's office—a room that used to be mine during my early years as Luna Administrator. On the stone mantle above the hearth sat Gideon's ceremonial Alpha command blade, forged from ironwood and silver.

I pressed my right palm against the silver pommel, resting my wrist pulse point directly over the metal.

"Second fragment," I whispered into the quiet room.

I pulled on my ancestral core again. The pain was immediate and excruciating—a sharp, tearing sensation in my chest that forced a muted gasp from my throat. A thin string of dark blood dripped from my lip onto the hearth stone. Beneath my skin, the Silver Crescent birthmark flared white-hot, bleeding a faint trail of silver light directly into the silver filigree of the hilt.

The blade hummed softly, anchoring a piece of my dying life force into the very symbol of his authority over the territory. Every time Gideon drew that sword, every time he rested his hand on its hilt during council meetings, he would be holding the weight of my fading breath.

I pulled my hand back, wiping my chin with the hem of my cloak. Two down. Five to go.

My phone buzzed in my pocket—a sharp, encrypted pulse. I pulled it out to read a message from Dr. Adrian Vale:

URGENT: Siphon signatures spiking at the central apothecary vault. Cassie has authorized an accelerated spirit enhancement ritual for 14:00 today. She's trying to absorb the remaining core balance before the banquet.

I stared at the screen, my eyes narrowing in the dim light of the office. Cassie wasn't waiting for nature to take its course. She was greedily reaching for the remaining seven percent of my wolf spirit to ensure her absolute dominance before taking the stage tomorrow night.