Chapter 1
Left to Drown, I Rose as a Queen
The ceremonial chalice slipped from my numb fingers, the heavy silver clattering violently against the ancient stone floor of the Lunar Grotto. A dark, crimson stain of spiced wine pooled into the mortar, looking far too much like blood in the pale moonlight filtering through the glass observation ceiling far above.
I tried to take a step forward, but my knees buckled. The world tilted on a sickening axis, and I crashed hard onto the damp limestone.
"Julian?" My voice was a slurred, heavy thing, barely recognizable to my own ears. I tried to push myself up, my muscles trembling, but a cold, leaden weight was rapidly spreading from my stomach outward, paralyzing my limbs. "Julian, what... what did you do?"
Julian Cross, the Alpha of the Ironwood Pack and my fated mate, stood a few feet away. He didn't rush to help me. He didn't drop to his knees in a panic. Instead, he simply adjusted the cuffs of his immaculate, tailor-made suit, his golden eyes devoid of their usual manufactured warmth. The charming, benevolent leader the pack worshipped was gone. In his place stood the man I was finally seeing clearly for the first time.
"I did what I had to do, Seraphina," Julian said, his voice smooth, completely entirely unaffected by the sight of me writhing on the floor. "It’s really a shame. You were supposed to be the honored Luna of this pack. But you just couldn't play the part, could you?"
"The wine," I gasped, my chest tightening as the paralytic seized my diaphragm. I was an elite tracker, trained to identify hundreds of toxins by scent alone, but the heavy spices of the ceremonial vintage had masked it completely. "You poisoned me."
"Poison is such an ugly word," Julian chided, walking slowly around me in a deliberate circle. He looked down at me, his lip curling in disgust. "I prefer to think of it as a necessary sedative. A little something to finally quiet that relentless, overbearing presence of yours. Do you have any idea how exhausting it is to be mated to you?"
I forced my head up, my neck screaming in protest. "Exhausting? I have protected your borders. I have trained your guards. I built your reputation from the ground up while you cowered behind your desk!"
"Exactly!" Julian snapped, his composure slipping for a fraction of a second, revealing the cowardly, narcissistic boy beneath the Alpha facade. He crouched down, grabbing my chin roughly and forcing me to look into his eyes. "You built it. You protected them. You, you, you. The pack looks at you and they see a warrior. They look at me and they see *your mate*. I am the Alpha of Ironwood, Seraphina! I require a Luna who knows her place. A Luna who looks up to me, who needs me. Not a defective, battle-scarred tracker who constantly undermines my authority just by breathing."
"I never undermined you," I whispered, the numbness now reaching my collarbones. My spirit-wolf, usually a vibrant, thrumming presence in my mind, was whining pitifully, her energy flickering like a dying candle in a storm. "I loved you, Julian. We are fated."
Julian laughed, a harsh, grating sound that echoed off the cavern walls. "Fated. The Goddess has a sick sense of humor, binding me to a woman whose wolf is as broken and unyielding as a rusted blade. You think your vulnerability makes you lovable, Seraphina? It just makes you pathetic. You’re a liability to my image."
He stood up abruptly and walked toward the heavy iron floodgates at the far end of the cavern. The Lunar Grotto was a subterranean chamber, built directly into the cliffs overlooking the turbulent northern sea. During low tide, it was a sacred place of worship. But during high tide, the massive iron gates were the only thing holding back thousands of gallons of freezing, crushing ocean water.
"What are you doing?" I choked out, panic finally piercing through the heavy fog of the drug. I tried to drag myself forward with my elbows, my fingernails scraping uselessly against the stone.
"Fixing the Goddess's mistake," Julian said lightly. He reached the ancient control panel carved into the rock face. He didn't hesitate. He didn't even look back at me. He punched in his personal Alpha override code.
*Clack. Clack. Clack.*
The sound of the heavy iron tumblers disengaging echoed like gunshots in the enclosed space. A low, mechanical groan vibrated through the floorboards as the massive iron floodgates began to inch upward.
Immediately, the roar of the ocean outside became deafening. A torrent of freezing black water rushed into the cavern, foaming and hissing as it hit the dry stone. It swirled around Julian’s polished leather shoes, but he simply stepped up onto the elevated walkway leading to the exit stairs.
"Julian, no!" I screamed, but the sound was weak, swallowed by the roar of the incoming tide. The water hit my prone body like a physical blow, so cold it felt like fire licking across my skin. "You can't do this! The pack will know! They will investigate!"
"Investigate what?" Julian called out, pausing on the stairs to look down at me. The water was already rising, pooling around my waist. "A tragic suicide? The pressure of becoming Luna was simply too much for the fragile, defective Seraphina Vance. She snuck into the Grotto, bypassed the safety protocols, and drowned herself. I will be devastated, of course. The grieving Alpha, left to pick up the pieces of his shattered heart."
"They won't believe you," I spat, my teeth chattering uncontrollably as the freezing water soaked through my ceremonial gown, weighing me down like an anchor. "Dr. Aris... Silas... they know me."
"They know the woman you pretend to be," Julian sneered. "But I control the narrative, Seraphina. I control the archives. I control the evidence. By tomorrow morning, you will be nothing more than a cautionary tale of madness. And I... well, I will have to find a way to move on."
He turned and began ascending the stone steps toward the heavy reinforced door that led back to the pack house.
"Julian!" I tried to thrash, tried to force my dormant wolf to the surface, but the poison had severed our connection. She was a silent, suffocating weight in my chest. "Don't do this! Please!"
The heavy door slammed shut at the top of the stairs, the metallic thud finalizing my tomb. The cavern was plunged into shadows, illuminated only by the ethereal, mocking glow of the moonlight through the thick glass ceiling fifty feet above.
The water was rising fast. It was already at my chest. I couldn't move my arms. I couldn't kick my legs. I was a stone statue, entirely completely at the mercy of the violent, churning tide.
Suddenly, a voice echoed in my mind. Not through the air, but through the fated mind-link that still tethered my soul to his.
*Are you cold yet, Seraphina?* Julian's voice purred in my head, dripping with malicious satisfaction.
*You're a monster,* I pushed back through the link, focusing all my remaining strength into the mental projection. *You are a weak, pathetic coward. And when I survive this, I will tear your throat out.*
Julian’s mental laughter was a physical pressure against my temples. *Survive? You were an elite tracker once, yes. But look at you now. Paralyzed. Broken. Left to rot in the dark. The water should be at your neck by now. How does it feel, knowing you're completely powerless?*
*Why?* I demanded, the freezing water now lapping at my chin. I had to tilt my head back, resting my skull against the hard stone floor to keep my mouth above the rising tide. *Why go to this extreme? You could have just rejected me.*
*And lose half my assets in a pack tribunal? Endure the whispers of the Elders?* Julian scoffed through the link. *No. This is much cleaner. Besides, I needed a vacancy that couldn't be contested. Isolde is waiting for me in my chambers right now.*
The name hit me harder than the freezing water. *Isolde?*
My cousin. The woman I had protected since childhood, the woman who had lived under my roof, eaten at my table, and smiled in my face just hours ago as she helped me dress for the ceremony.
*She's much more suited to the role,* Julian gloated, his mental voice lowering into a sickeningly intimate register. *She knows how to make a man feel like an Alpha. She doesn't challenge me. She worships me. We are bonding tonight, Seraphina. As you take your last breath in the dark, I will be claiming her as the true Luna of Ironwood.*
A violent surge of pure, unadulterated hatred erupted in my chest, burning away the despair. The internal wound I had carried for years—the belief that my spirit-wolf was defective, that my strength made me unlovable—shattered in that instant. It wasn't me. It was never me. It was him. He had spent years subtly gaslighting me, chipping away at my confidence, making me believe I was the problem, all while he plotted to replace me with my vain, cruel cousin.
*I will kill you both,* I vowed through the link, my mental voice dropping into a deadly, echoing growl that didn't sound entirely human.
*Goodbye, Seraphina,* Julian whispered. *Try not to swallow too much water. It ruins the complexion.*
The mind-link snapped shut with a brutal, agonizing tearing sensation, severing the bond from his end. The sudden emptiness in my mind was disorienting, leaving me alone with the deafening roar of the ocean.
The water crested over my mouth.
I clamped my lips shut, holding my breath as the freezing brine swallowed me whole. The current tossed my paralyzed body like a ragdoll, lifting me off the stone floor and spinning me in the violent eddy. I stared up through the dark, churning water toward the glass ceiling high above. The moon was a blurry, distorted orb of white light.
My lungs began to burn. The paralytic kept my muscles locked, preventing me from thrashing, but the primal, biological panic of suffocation tore through my nervous system.
*I am not going to die like this,* I told myself, my vision beginning to edge with black spots. *I am Seraphina Vance. I am a warrior.*
But sheer willpower could not overcome biology. My chest convulsed involuntarily. My mouth ripped open, and the freezing, salty ocean water flooded my throat. The pain was instantaneous and absolute, a searing agony as my scarred lungs filled with the sea.
The darkness closed in rapidly. The moonlight above seemed to shrink, fading into a pinpoint of distant, unreachable hope. I was sinking. I was drowning. Julian had won.
But just as the final thread of my consciousness began to snap, a massive, explosive shockwave reverberated through the water.
*CRASH.*
Above me, the reinforced glass observation ceiling—designed to withstand hurricane-force winds—shattered into a million glittering, diamond-like pieces.
Through the cascade of falling glass and moonlight, a massive, shadowy figure plummeted into the abyss. It hit the water with tremendous force, sending a shockwave of kinetic energy rippling through the Grotto.
My fading eyes struggled to focus. It wasn't a man. And it wasn't a standard wolf.
It was a Lycan.
Towering, muscular, and radiating an aura of absolute, terrifying power, the beast cleaved through the freezing water with effortless, predatory grace. Its eyes, glowing with a fierce, unnatural silver light, locked onto my sinking body.
A massive, clawed hand reached out, piercing through the darkness, and grabbed me by the collar of my gown. The sheer force of the grip sent a jolt of electricity through my dying nerves.
As the Lycan pulled me fiercely toward the surface, pulling me back from the edge of death, my vision finally went completely black.
Chapter 2
The rhythmic, piercing sound of a heart monitor dragged me out of the darkness.
*Beep. Beep. Beep.*
I tried to open my eyes, but my eyelids felt like they had been stitched shut. My throat was raw, burning with the phantom sensation of saltwater and sand. Every muscle in my body ached with a dull, throbbing intensity, but the terrifying, absolute paralysis was gone. I could feel my fingers. I could feel the stiff, sterile sheets beneath my palms.
"Her heart rate is elevating. She's regaining consciousness."
The voice was deep, clipped, and strictly professional. I recognized it instantly. Dr. Aris, the Chief Apothecary of the Ironwood Infirmary.
I forced my eyes open, wincing as the harsh, fluorescent lights of the hospital room stabbed at my retinas. As my vision cleared, I realized with a sinking feeling that I wasn't in the main infirmary. The walls were stark white, devoid of the usual comforting pack tapestries. The window to my left was narrow and reinforced with heavy iron mesh. The door was solid steel, featuring a small, thick viewing pane.
I was in the high-security wing. The pack asylum.
Dr. Aris stood at the foot of my bed, a clipboard clutched tightly in his hands. His stoic, lined face was unreadable, his graying hair pulled back into a neat tie. He refused to meet my eyes, staring determinedly at the charts in his hands.
"Aris," I croaked, my voice sounding like grinding stones. I tried to sit up, but a wave of dizzying nausea forced me back against the pillows. "Water. Please."
He moved methodically, pouring a small paper cup of water from a plastic pitcher and handing it to me. He didn't offer to help me drink it. His movements were rigid, constrained.
I took a sip, the cool liquid soothing the agonizing burn in my esophagus. "How long?" I whispered.
"Three days," Dr. Aris replied, his tone perfectly neutral. "You swallowed a significant amount of seawater. You suffered extreme hypothermia and secondary drowning. It is a medical miracle that your organs did not systematically fail."
"My wolf?" I closed my eyes, reaching inward, searching for the familiar, comforting hum of my spirit-wolf.
Nothing. Just a vast, cold emptiness.
"Dormant," Aris stated flatly. "The psychological and physical trauma was too severe. She has retreated deep into your subconscious to preserve your neural pathways. You are, for all intents and purposes, entirely human right now."
I gripped the paper cup until it crumpled, water spilling over my knuckles. "Julian poisoned me, Aris. He locked the Grotto gates."
Dr. Aris stiffened. His eyes darted nervously toward the top corner of the room. I followed his gaze and saw the small, blinking red light of a security camera.
"You are confused, Seraphina," Aris said loudly, his voice projecting toward the camera. "The trauma of your suicide attempt has understandably disjointed your memories. Alpha Julian was devastated when he found you."
"Suicide attempt?" I hissed, fury reigniting in my chest, burning hotter than the lingering pain in my lungs. "I am a tracker. I don't quit. I don't break. You know me, Aris!"
Before he could answer, the heavy steel door clicked, the electronic lock disengaging with a loud buzz.
Julian burst into the room, followed closely by two burly orderlies. He was dressed in a soft, dark gray sweater, his hair artfully disheveled, deep circles painted expertly under his eyes. He looked every inch the exhausted, grieving mate.
"Seraphina!" Julian cried out, his voice cracking with manufactured emotion. He rushed to the side of the bed, dropping to his knees and grabbing my hand.
I recoiled violently, snatching my hand back as if he had burned me. "Don't touch me."
Julian let out a ragged, theatrical sob, looking up at the orderlies with tear-filled eyes. "The delusions. They’re still holding her. Please, gentlemen, give us a moment. I need to speak with my mate."
"Of course, Alpha," one of the orderlies murmured sympathetically. "We'll be right outside."
They filed out of the room, shutting the heavy steel door behind them. The lock engaged with a heavy thud. Dr. Aris remained rooted to the spot, his eyes glued to the floor, radiating a suffocating aura of guilt.
The second the door locked, Julian’s tears vanished. His posture straightened, the trembling in his shoulders ceasing instantly. He stood up, smoothing down the front of his sweater, his golden eyes hardening into chips of ice.
"Fascinating performance, isn't it?" Julian remarked casually, pulling a chair up to my bedside and sitting down, crossing his legs. "They eat it up. The tragic Alpha, standing by his mentally unstable mate."
"You sick, twisted coward," I spat, my hands curling into fists against the sheets. "You failed. I'm alive."
"Are you?" Julian tilted his head, a cruel, mocking smile playing on his lips. "Let’s assess the situation, shall we? You are locked in the high-security psychiatric ward of my pack. Your wolf is dormant, making you weaker than a human child. The entire pack believes you suffered a psychotic break under the pressure of your upcoming Luna duties and threw yourself into the freezing ocean."
"I will tell them the truth," I challenged, refusing to let him see the fear creeping up my spine. "I will demand a tribunal."
"And who will believe you?" Julian laughed, a genuinely amused sound. He gestured expansively around the sterile room. "You are a certified madwoman, Seraphina. Dr. Aris here has already signed the preliminary psychiatric evaluation. Haven't you, Aris?"
I snapped my gaze to the apothecary. "Aris? Tell me you didn't."
Dr. Aris closed his eyes tightly, a muscle feathering in his jaw. "I... I did what the Alpha commanded, Seraphina. The evidence at the scene... the bypassed security codes... it all pointed to you."
"He used his own code!" I yelled, struggling to sit up again. "Check the logs!"
"The logs have been unfortunately corrupted," Julian said smoothly, leaning forward and resting his elbows on his knees. "A tragic technical glitch. Silas is looking into it, of course, but you know how these old systems are."
He reached out, his fingers brushing a stray lock of hair from my sweaty forehead. I jerked my head away, baring my teeth.
"You are going to be institutionalized, Seraphina," Julian whispered, his breath hot against my face, smelling of mint and expensive coffee. "For your own safety, of course. You will spend the rest of your days in this little white room. Isolde and I will visit occasionally, just to show the pack how merciful and forgiving we are. But you will never see the sky again. You will never run in the woods. You are a ghost, haunting your own life."
My chest heaved, the monitor beside me beeping frantically as my heart rate skyrocketed. "You think you’ve won. You think I’m just going to roll over and let you take everything I’ve bled for."
"You already have," Julian replied coldly. He stood up, pushing the chair back. He looked over his shoulder at the apothecary. "Keep her heavily sedated, Aris. We wouldn't want her injuring herself in a fit of hysteria. I’ll return tomorrow to finalize the permanent committal papers."
"Yes, Alpha," Aris murmured, his voice hollow, stripped of all its usual medical authority.
Julian turned back to me, offering one last, sickeningly sweet smile for the camera in the corner. "Rest well, my love. I am praying for your swift recovery."
He turned and walked out, the orderlies opening the door for him and offering respectful bows as he passed. The heavy steel door slammed shut, plunging the room back into terrifying silence.
Dr. Aris stood frozen for a long moment, his knuckles white as he gripped his clipboard.
"You know he’s lying," I whispered, my voice shaking with a mixture of rage and exhaustion. "You were there when the previous Alpha died under suspicious circumstances, Aris. You stayed silent then. Are you really going to let him do this to me?"
Aris finally looked at me, his eyes swimming with a deep, agonizing guilt. "I am a doctor, Seraphina. Not a warrior. I cannot fight an Alpha."
Without another word, he turned on his heel and practically fled the room, swiping his keycard and slipping through the door as fast as he could.
I was entirely alone.
The silence of the room was oppressive, broken only by the steady, mocking beep of the heart monitor. I stared up at the stark white ceiling, the reality of my situation crashing over me like the freezing waves of the Grotto.
I was paralyzed in a different way now. Trapped behind iron mesh and steel doors, stripped of my rank, my reputation, and my wolf. Julian had engineered a flawless trap. He controlled the evidence. He controlled the staff. He had already claimed my cousin, stealing my future and my home in one swift, brutal stroke.
A tear slipped from the corner of my eye, hot and angry, tracking through the dirt and salt still crusted on my cheek. I was calculating. I was resilient. But how could I fight a war when I was buried alive?
"He’s sloppy."
The voice came from the darkest corner of the room, near the small, reinforced window. It was deep, rough, and vibrating with an undercurrent of lethal power that made the hair on my arms stand straight up.
I gasped, my head whipping toward the sound.
The shadows in the corner seemed to peel away from the wall, coalescing into a towering, broad-shouldered figure. He stepped into the harsh fluorescent light, moving with a silent, predatory grace that instantly triggered my deeply buried survival instincts.
It was the man from the water. The Lycan.
He was breathtakingly intimidating. Standing well over six and a half feet tall, he was clad in dark, tactical clothing that hugged a physique carved from pure muscle and violence. His face was angular and harsh, marked by a faded, jagged scar that ran from his left temple down to his jawline. But it was his eyes that arrested me. They were a striking, piercing silver—the exact same color as the beast that had shattered the Grotto ceiling.
"Who are you?" I demanded, trying to project strength despite my trembling voice. "How did you get in here? The door is locked."
"Locks are for prey," the man stated, his voice a low, rumbling baritone that seemed to vibrate right through my chest. He walked slowly toward the foot of my bed, his silver eyes scanning my battered form with intense, calculating scrutiny.
"I am Kaelen Thorne," he said, stopping at the edge of the mattress. "High Inquisitor of the Lycan Council."
My breath hitched. The Inquisition. They were the boogeymen of the provincial packs, a ruthless, elite branch of the Lycan government tasked with rooting out corruption, treason, and abuse of power among the regional Alphas. They answered to no one but the Lycan King.
"The Inquisition," I breathed, my mind racing. "What are you doing in Ironwood?"
"Observing," Kaelen replied, crossing his massive arms over his chest. "Your Alpha has been on my radar for months. Unexplained financial discrepancies. Border disputes. And, of course, the highly convenient death of his predecessor."
"He murdered him," I said without hesitation, the truth spilling from my lips. "I didn't have proof, but I always suspected."
Kaelen’s eyes gleamed with a dangerous, approving light. "And now he has attempted to murder his fated mate. A messy, arrogant move. He relies too heavily on his charm to cover his tracks."
"He didn't just attempt it," I said bitterly, gesturing to my dormant body. "He succeeded in killing everything that mattered. My wolf is gone. My reputation is destroyed. He’s going to lock me in here forever."
Kaelen leaned forward, resting his large, calloused hands on the metal footboard of my bed. The sheer proximity of him radiated a suffocating, intoxicating Alpha energy that made my dormant wolf twitch in the deep recesses of my mind.
"He only wins if you stay in this bed, Seraphina Vance," Kaelen murmured, his voice dropping to a harsh, demanding whisper. "I pulled you out of the water because I don't let corrupt Alphas bury their mistakes. I know he pushed you. I know he poisoned you."
He reached into his dark leather jacket and pulled out a small, glittering object, tossing it onto my lap. It was a crystalline recording device, no bigger than a coin, outlawed in most territories for its ability to bypass standard pack security jammers.
"But I cannot act on suspicion," Kaelen continued, his silver eyes locking onto mine with an intensity that made my breath catch. "The Council requires undeniable, ironclad proof to strip an Alpha of his title. Julian thinks he holds all the cards. He thinks you are a broken, suicidal madwoman."
Kaelen’s lips curled into a ruthless, terrifying smile.
"Prove it to me, Seraphina. Gather the evidence. Build the case. And when the time comes... I will help you burn him to the ground."
Chapter 3
Kaelen Thorne did not wait for my response. The promise of vengeance still hung heavily in the sterile air, vibrating with the sheer force of his Alpha command. He reached out, his large, calloused fingers brushing against my hospital gown as he pressed the small, glittering memory crystal into my palm.
"Press the center to start recording," Kaelen instructed, his deep voice dropping to a barely audible rumble. "Press it again to stop and encrypt. Once it locks, no pack-level technician can wipe the audio. It becomes an Inquisition asset."
"How are you going to leave?" I whispered, my fingers closing tightly over the cool, faceted stone. "The corridor is guarded. The door is locked."
Kaelen’s lips curled into a faint, dangerous smirk. "The Inquisition goes where it pleases, Seraphina. And right now, you need to hide that crystal. Your replacement is coming."
Before I could ask him what he meant, Kaelen stepped backward. The shadows in the corner of the room seemed to rise up and swallow his massive frame entirely. A split second later, the heavy electronic lock on my steel door buzzed loudly, disengaging with a metallic clack.
I shoved my hand under the thin, stiff mattress, pushing the crystal as deep as I could just as the door swung open.
Isolde Blackwood stepped into the high-security room.
My cousin was a vision of perfectly curated elegance. Her golden hair fell in flawless, cascading waves over her shoulders, and she wore a stunning, form-fitting emerald dress that practically screamed wealth and status. But it was the jewelry resting against her collarbone that made my blood run cold.
It was a heavy, intricate chain of pure silver, embedded with a massive, teardrop moonstone. The Luna’s Crest. My mother’s necklace. The necklace that was supposed to be passed to me on the night of my mating ceremony.
"Oh, my poor, sweet cousin," Isolde cooed, her voice dripping with artificial sympathy. She stepped fully into the room, holding a small stack of neatly folded clothes. She glanced up at the red blinking light of the security camera, ensuring her face was perfectly angled to capture her look of profound sorrow. "Look at what you’ve done to yourself. It breaks my heart to see you like this."
"Get out, Isolde," I rasped, the burning in my throat making every syllable a monumental effort.
"Now, now, let’s not be difficult," Isolde sighed, walking over to the small, metal bedside table and setting the clothes down. "I brought you some fresh garments. Julian thought the hospital gowns were too degrading for a former elite tracker. He is so endlessly merciful."
She turned her back to the camera, stepping into the narrow blind spot between the bed and the wall. The moment the lens could no longer see her face, the tragic, sympathetic mask melted away. Her dark eyes hardened into pools of absolute malice, and a cruel, triumphant smile spread across her perfectly painted lips.
"You look absolutely pathetic," Isolde whispered, her voice a venomous hiss.
Under the mattress, my thumb found the center of the crystal. I pressed it firmly, feeling a tiny, silent vibration confirm the recording had started.
"You’re wearing my mother's necklace," I said, keeping my voice steady, perfectly calibrated to draw her out.
Isolde reached up, her manicured fingers lightly trailing over the moonstone. "I am. It’s quite heavy, actually. But Julian insisted. He said it looks infinitely better against my skin than it ever did on yours. He told me he wanted a Luna who shined, not one who spent her days covered in mud and monster blood."
"Julian is a coward who is terrified of his own shadow," I replied coldly. "He needed a sycophant. A placeholder he could easily manipulate. You fit the bill perfectly, Isolde."
Her eyes flashed with sudden, fiery irritation. "A placeholder? I am the Luna of the Ironwood Pack. I sleep in the Alpha’s bed. I command the staff. While you? You are a certified madwoman lying in a puddle of your own failures."
"How did you do it?" I asked, my voice flat, refusing to give her the satisfaction of my anger. "I am a pureblood tracker. I would have smelled a poison a mile away. How did he slip it past me?"
Isolde laughed, a soft, tinkling sound that grated against my eardrums. "You were always so arrogant about your senses. But Wolfsbane Ash is completely tasteless, odorless, and colorless when dissolved in high-end champagne. Julian toasted to your future together, and you drank it down without a second thought. It was almost too easy."
I kept my eyes locked on hers, my mind racing as the crystal recorded every damning word. "So he paralyzed me. He carried me down to the Lunar Grotto. And then he locked the iron floodgates."
"We both did," Isolde corrected proudly, leaning closer, her expensive floral perfume masking the sterile scent of the hospital room. "You think Julian has the stomach for the details? He was shaking like a leaf. It was my idea to schedule the little rendezvous during the incoming tide. The Lunar Grotto is so terribly romantic, don't you think? A tragic drowning just hours before your coronation. It made for a beautiful narrative."
"You attempted to murder a pack member," I stated, making sure the words were crystal clear for the recording. "That is treason, Isolde. The punishment is death."
"It’s only treason if you get caught, Seraphina," Isolde mocked, rolling her eyes. "Who is going to arrest us? Julian controls the security logs. He controls the elders. He controls Dr. Aris. The entire pack believes you threw yourself into the ocean because you couldn't handle the pressure of being a Luna."
"They know me," I argued, my hands curling into fists against the sheets. "They know I am not weak."
"They know what Julian tells them to know," Isolde snapped, her vanity flaring. "He is the Alpha. His word is law. And he told them that you were a frigid, unlovable bore. He hated how the warriors looked at you with more respect than they looked at him. He hated that you were stronger. He needed a Luna who knew her place, Seraphina. He needed me."
"He needed a mirror," I said bluntly. "Someone as empty and narcissistic as he is."
Isolde’s face flushed with sudden, violent rage. The calm, gloating facade cracked entirely. She lunged forward, pressing both of her hands violently onto the center of my chest.
A ragged, agonizing gasp tore from my throat as her weight crushed down on my severely bruised lungs. The phantom feeling of drowning instantly returned, my vision spotting with black stars as the oxygen was forced from my body. Because my wolf was entirely dormant, my ribs couldn't bear the pressure. They groaned in protest, a sharp, stabbing pain radiating through my torso.
"You listen to me, you broken bitch," Isolde hissed, leaning her face inches from mine, her eyes wide and manic. "You are nothing. You have no wolf. You have no rank. I took your mate, I took your home, and I took your future. If you ever disrespect me again, I will have Aris up your sedation until you forget your own name."
I couldn't speak. I could barely breathe. But I did not break eye contact. I memorized the exact angle of her wrists, the distribution of her weight. I cataloged the vulnerability in her stance. I was calculating exactly how many seconds it would take to snap her forearms the moment my Lycan strength returned.
Isolde held me down for five torturous seconds before stepping back and smoothing the front of her emerald dress. She took a deep, calming breath, instantly resetting her features into a mask of sweet, tragic sorrow.
"I will leave these clothes for you, cousin," Isolde said, raising her voice just enough for the security camera’s microphone to pick it up. "Please, try to rest. We are all praying for your mind to heal."
She turned on her heel and sashayed out of the room. The heavy steel door swung shut behind her, the electronic lock engaging with a final, deafening clack.
I lay there for a long moment, my chest heaving, fighting through the agonizing pain in my bruised lungs. Every breath tasted like copper and salt.
Slowly, painfully, I slid my trembling hand beneath the mattress. My thumb found the smooth surface of the crystal, and I pressed the center. A tiny, dual-pulse vibration confirmed the recording had stopped, encrypted, and locked.
I pulled the crystal out, staring at the glittering stone in the harsh fluorescent light.
Isolde thought she had broken me. She thought her little display of physical dominance had secured her victory. But as I clutched the crystal tightly in my hand, a cold, ruthless calm washed over me. I finally had the weapon I needed. And I was going to use it to slit her throat.